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mental illness

Loyalty

The crack of dawn comes early they say,
not early enough to take nightmares away.
All night I toss and all night I turn,
from memories I wish I could burn.

H.opeless O.bessive W.raths

 I've climbed the mountain of depression and saw the peaks and valleys below.
I've been sad lonely and cold it felt like my veins were filled with snow.

Fortitude

 The only friends I have are the friends that used to be,
because my mental illness has pushed them so far away from me.
Funny how it is, when you have an unbalanced mind,

Derailed

    My mind's like a Ferris wheel on a railroad track,
some seats going forward and some going back.
With every bump and every bounce,

Danville

I am bipolar, a madman some say,
Five or six times, they've locked me away.
This one sitting here, with paper and pen,
Writing all he can, before the madness begins.

Confession of Obsession

If I'm never famous and I die broke and alone,
I will still have wealth from the verses I have shown.
This is my therapy it's better than a couch,

Empathy

Because of mental illness I'll never truly be free.
It's the curse from this chemical imbalance  inside of me.
I'm forever trapped in the eyes of some of mankind.

PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)

I'm not in charge of my own emotions,
my mind's consumed by terrible notions.
Love and laughter, hurt and pain,
each of these drives me insane.

Cage The Rage

    I can write my thoughts in a diary and hide the darkest secrets of my life.
But as for some that can't download somewhere their life's so filled with strife.

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