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    My dreams are too real, unreal, or not real enough,
in some I'm afraid and in others I'm tough.
As soon as I close my eyes I see people in other places,


    I have dreamt of yesterday and I've dreamed of tomorrow,
I have dreamt of future events that could bring me sorrow.


The crack of dawn comes early they say,
not early enough to take nightmares away.
All night I toss and all night I turn,
from memories I wish I could burn.


As I was asleep again,
In a dream that wouldn't end.
In the dream there was no mistake,
that there would be no escape.
I could not wake
I could not talk

Hell's Playground

The darkness, the darkness it takes me away,
it dances in my dreams where my demons stay.
I get no peace as I lay in the night,
I toss and turn fight after fight.

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