If you need emergency assistance in the United States, call Suicide Prevention at (800) 273-8255 or the Veterans Crisis Line at (855) 238-5745. Otherwise call 911 or your local emergency number.

For my personal views dealing with suicide which I have called SE (Self Execution) please read and share my book if you believe it can help others. Download The Survivor's Guide to Self Execution right now!

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Bury me in your thoughts remember me in your heart
yes my dear ones we must all depart.
Fate has its reason season and time


Tons of people have so many preconceived notions
it stifles their lives and controls their emotions.
How do they realize this? How do they get free?

The Battle Within

The Battle Within
A mother's fears can be so compelling
when their mind races and their thoughts start swelling.
Worry takes over their normal mind


It's needed for a bycicle a motorcycle and more
even to walk or tear up the dance floor.
although it can even affect your life


I'm Mentally ill yet not ashamed at all
even with all the times it almost led me fall.
It's pushed away quite a few

Modern Times

Modern Times
When's the last time you watched a Sunset?
And it's Beauty and Warmth dissolved your worries and fret?


Soldiers never know when they might take their last breath
Pilots never know when they might crash to their death
Police never know when they might take a fatal round
Fire fighters never know if they'll be consumed by fire all around
EMTs never know when they'll contract a disease
Nurses never know what they'll catch from blood or a sneeze
Yet with all of these possibilities I've listed above
These professionals forge on out of Duty Honor and Love...
Stanley Victor Paskavich/stantasyland.com


Beyond Infinity

Beyond Infinity
Whether you're in midst of the masses or sitting by a stream alone.
Never forget God will always be your Chaperone.

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I'm half way to Heaven and Half way to Hell as long as I breath in this mortal shell.


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