If you need emergency assistance in the United States, call Suicide Prevention at (800) 273-8255 or the Veterans Crisis Line at (855) 238-5745. Otherwise call 911 or your local emergency number.

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      I met a kind lady the other day,
that said she was giving a kidney away.
No greater gift can one give,
than part of yourself so another can live.


   Validate your own belief,
Validate yourself,
It doesn't take divinity,
It doesn't take wealth,
It doesn't take a preacher man,
Or not a Bible's verse,

The Sleeping Self

    Time after time the visions we keep,
don't let us know that we are asleep.
Asleep to reality the endless dream,
that holds things of beauty and infinite things.


   Me, mine, me, mine, that's all I ever hear.
From humans that are self-centered
and share not what is dear.
This body we have entered,


    From the finest fennel, to the largest beefsteak,
Mother earth's nourishment is no mistake.
The soil turns over, riverbanks rise and fall,


    Are we really as advanced as it seems?
Or are our advancements nothing but dreams?
Do we really just live here and die,
and all of our lives we're consumed by "Why?"

The Right War

    The war machine
The war machine
 Oiled by the blood of man
The war machine
The war machine
Consuming every flag it can

Riding The Pendulum

    Every minute and every second of each day,
there's one application in our minds we all play.
After you read this you'll see my realization,


   I'm an infinite energy with so little time,
as I experience things with this body of mine.
Tastes of this and touches of that,
visions of things and words said in chat.


  The seeds, the seeds,
planted deep within my mind.
Have grown into bitter fruit,
I pray no other humans find.
The pain, the pain,
from the deeply rooted seeds.


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