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Riding The Pendulum

    Every minute and every second of each day,
there's one application in our minds we all play.
After you read this you'll see my realization,


   I'm an infinite energy with so little time,
as I experience things with this body of mine.
Tastes of this and touches of that,
visions of things and words said in chat.


  The seeds, the seeds,
planted deep within my mind.
Have grown into bitter fruit,
I pray no other humans find.
The pain, the pain,
from the deeply rooted seeds.


  As you occupy this human form,
you may wonder, "Will I be reborn?"
Many scriptures say this is nay,
in flesh there's only one time you play


   I'd like to write a rhyming poem,
where words just flowed and hearts could roam,
where minds entwined and thoughts just flowed,
from the simple words that I showed.


     If you can find the time to write a rhyme,
from the loving concepts of your mind,
just hope the words you have entwined,
 can release the pain some others find.

Big ?'s

    How can I find self-fulfillment if I don't even know who I am
How will I find a world ever after if no one can agree on a plan


   Would you leave all your gardens and come take my hand,
and walk in the serenity of Stantasyland?
Would you share a warm kiss filled with delight,


    Another wonderful day in the world of dreams,
    the world of screams,
    the world of blood that flows in streams.
 Is it just me
    that can see

Power's Demise

     If I was the last living human being on Earth,
what would the things be that held any worth?
I could be a General In an army of one,
I could rob banks without a gun.


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