I'll admit it I'm on acid: uric acid! It makes my gout hurt like hell, but the foods I eat taste so damn well.
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I hear no voices within my head.
They’re soft whispers with words of dread.
So soft, so soft, the whispers sound,
with the kindest serenity I have found.
But I refuse, I refuse, to let them say
things that could take me away.
I’m all I have. I’m all that’s dear.
I have my friends. I have no fear.
The whispers beckon me to end this life.
They say with a gun or the edge of a knife.
They tempt and confuse my mind at times,
with serene whispers sweet as wine.
They try to drunken me with words hope,
for a new life at the end of a rope.
Yes, yes, they’ve tried it all,
but I know I will not fall.
God has nothing to do with why I stay.
Suicide just isn’t the game to play.
I seek not Heaven, nor fear no Hell.
I choose to dig my own sweet well.
And when I reach the water sweet,
the beckoning whispers I’ll defeat.
I’ll lavish in my thirsted hope
and hang my bucket upon their rope
Stanley Victor Paskavich.
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