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My Number "37"

    Have you ever seen the movie The Number 23
I too have a number that appears everyday to me.
I see it on the movies and hear it on the radio
it's in many songs and lots of TV shows.
License plates, street addresses, sales receipts and the clock
   It shows up randomly steady as a rock.
I've told many people this number shows itself to me
   they say I'm looking for it and that is why it, I see
but then they pick a number of their very own
to prove to me how my number can easily be shown.
After a few days they say that it didn't work
and wonder why my number is a mysterious quirk.
Now that I've revealed my anomaly to you
from each day ever on you will see it too.
Stanley Victor Paskavich/Stantasyland

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