If you need emergency assistance in the United States, call Suicide Prevention at (800) 273-8255 or the Veterans Crisis Line at (855) 238-5745. Otherwise call 911 or your local emergency number.

For my personal views dealing with suicide which I have called SE (Self Execution) please read and share my book if you believe it can help others. Download The Survivor's Guide to Self Execution right now!

This is a specially formatted version of the Survivor's Guide for PDF readers so you can read it on almost any device. Check your app store for a free PDF reader.

It is also available in paperback at Amazon.com. Buy one for a friend (especially one without a computer or cell phone!).

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About my site

Anything you find on here that you like feel free to share it any where you like any place you like and with anyone you wish...


I'll be adding new poems

This week I'll be adding more poems over 160 new ones...


Thoughts for today

Hmm God works in miserable ways, seek and ye shall get fucked, believe and you're a fool, good things come to people that don't deserve it, life's a bowl of after thoughts,
hind sight always bites you where it hurts most, what can go wrong will always go wrong, only help those that aren't in need, a case of beer and an idiot make strange bedfellows, only laugh when you're signing the life insurance check, dumb ass is as dumb ass does. Delete all words from your vocabulary that start with L and replace that word with one that begins with $...


If you're visiting my site for the first time you're probably wondering why I'm advertising it. Seriously it's not to sell books. I've given away thousands of dollars worth of signed copies to people all over the world. If you read the about page you can see my bio. As far as this web site feel free to use the share buttons or copy and paste any or even all of my material any where you wish. Please site me as the source for the item. I have more posts to come so check back often.

I am Bipolar with PTSD


I just got off the phone with Kelsey at OSU she was wonderful to talk with and very helpful in placing my add in the Lantern for my site and creations. I have to say their adds are extremly reaonable. Great job Kelsey and thanks a lot...


From the Zanny side of my mind

Here's some ideas on products I've created on Cafe Press.  http://www.cafepress.com/profile/stantasyland

My thought about Bipolar Disorder

I've lived with this disorder since 1991 and am heavily medicated. If you suffer from it also best wishes for you.

For you Horror Fans

Here's my artist and illustrator friend David LaBounty giving my epic poem "Curse of the First Bite" to Ari Lehman the first actor to play Jason in Friday the 13th.

He has a band named "The First Jason" Check him out...

About this site

To the left of every page is the share buttons if you care to share things you like. Anything you find on this site you have my permission to share, copy and paste or do anything you wish with my creations. Please attach my name and web site to what you share. As far as my quotes or poems several people have added some of my quotes into books of their own that they created. If you decide to make a book of your own one day and would like to use something of mine in it feel free to do so. But as I said before please list me as the creator.


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