If you need emergency assistance in the United States, call Suicide Prevention at (800) 273-8255 or the Veterans Crisis Line at (855) 238-5745. Otherwise call 911 or your local emergency number.

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Yes as some of you might have seen I am trying to upgrade the word suicide to SE Self Execution which is basically what it is. It might not sound nice or politically correct but should killing yourself sound good?

I have a recent video I made today on the topic and by the way if you are expecting movie class videos that's not me just trying to share my thoughts in a simple manner.

This is a poem I wrote for my thoughts I am not a doctor and I didn't get my experiences with people taking their lives from a book.

Change a mindset change the world

The real truth
"Suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem."
Suicide isn't any type of "Answer."
Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
Once again Suicide isn't any type of "Solution."
Killing yourself is "SE Self Execution"
and the act will always be greater than the cause.
Stanley Victor Paskavich Stantasyland

Been Taking a break listening to a lot of You Tubes..

Really Love this song by Johhny Cash...

Here's an explanation of the intent of the content. For his song "When the Man Comes Around."

And I heard, as it were, the noise of thunder: One of the four beasts saying: “Come and see.” And I saw. And behold, a white horse.

This is a quote from Revelation 6:1-2. It references John’s vision of the four horsemen of the Apocalypse, who bring disaster at the end of the world.

Moving On

The last few days I have been posting things that aren't a pleasant topic and I have way more personal experience that I would like to. Here's a happier note...

SE Self Execution Education

Changing terms isn’t always well received especially in sensitive areas like “Suicide”

SE Self Execution sounds like a terrible thing to do to yourself I know.

Many will believe I don’t have either sympathy or empathy for all the causalities.

Also some will think you don’t know my personal attachment with the loved ones I’ve lost.

About my new poems

I have been on the net for over 20 years hoping to promote something positive in the world. Those first three poems on my list are written not as to start a battle between people saying whether my concepts are right or wrong.

They are to instil thoughts in which might lead some one to living a long and fruitful life.

Take care and be well all.

Now it's time I took a long awaited vacation from my internet usage and started enjoying what life I also have left myself...

Stanley Victor Paskavich stantasyland.com

SE Self Execution

"SE Self Execution" Not as common place as suicide, or maybe not even politically correct or as glamorous as it is in the movies, books and TV Where it can be displayed in so many ways. There are so many causes that lead to taking ones life. But bottom line cut and dried getting down to brass tacks. The act it's self is "SE Self Execution" Go ahead put it to the test tell me analytically, logically, psychologically, re-actively, or any other way that taking your own life isn't "SE Self Execution" I've had several people say the name I'm using sounds bad.

I lost a friend the other night to suicide.

So I wrote this today.

A New Start

After about 20 years sitting at a keyboard I have finally started dieting and exercising. I'm 6'4" tall and currently weigh 437 lbs. Wish me luck...


Still working on my autobiography been fun remembering some things.

Hope to have it on amazon.com with my other four books soon.

Take care and thanks for visiting my site please feel free to share my things here you never know when someone out there might really need some words of inspiration...



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