If you need emergency assistance in the United States, call Suicide Prevention at (800) 273-8255 or the Veterans Crisis Line at (855) 238-5745. Otherwise call 911 or your local emergency number.

For my personal views dealing with suicide which I have called SE (Self Execution) please read and share my book if you believe it can help others. Download The Survivor's Guide to Self Execution right now!

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A Thought

I’m sitting here wondering,
wondering about that place where dreams can be born.
But I’m not wondering about dreams or inventions I’m wondering about human feelings and emotions.
You know the things that make you want to buy someone a boquet of flowers or take something and kill them.
What’s the root? The heart? The mind? The feeling we have in our gut, or just an internal instinct to survive?
Are emotions innate or learned, or perhaps even programmed?
Much of mankind has the internal feeling to be subservient.

About my site

Hello my site is relatively new. If you stop by and find something you like suggest it to a few friends. If you find something you don't like tell everyone you know...


Not anything new to really say. I have started adding new poems on here I have about 150 to add. Today my knees hurt so bad I can barely walk. When I was a a kid and my parents would say how there joints ached from the weather I didn't believe them. Well I do now. Oh just a suggestion but some of my friends are giving my books to there kids for graduation presents...

Take care


Something personal about me

Every night to be able to sleep and stay in the same reality as everyone else I have to take a handful of antipsychotics for my PTSD and Bipolar condition. Seriously I am so sick and tired of taking them. But I know if I don't within a few days I'll go manic and be locked up in the Veterans Hospital. I've had people say just don't take them. Well I've been down that road.


Well for any of you that stop by and read this. I gave up on the diet for now, but I do now have all my books on amazon.com. All of my writings are basically a way of me dealing with my PTSD and Bipolar condition. Many people that have read my poetry say that they don't generally like poetry. But they like mine. That's a plus.

Just a note

Sorry I've been so busy lately, I really need to post on here more often. I had stroke symptoms a couple of times in the past weeks and had to go to the ER. Any way hopefully I'll be adding new content soon.



Curse of the First Bite (My Epic Poem)

Well I finally got my epic poem on Kindle, It's an awesome story and written in rhyming couplets. I priced it low trust me it's worth every cent...


Still on the diet

I'm really liking the Nutrisystem diet plan. Last night I had lobster and shrimp for dinner. Even though the portions look small they actually keep me full until the next meal..

Well Back Down To Earth and Gravity

I started my Nutrisystem Diet food plan today. I would like to be able to see my toes beore they put me in that brown box one day. Seriously I like the products and the fact that they have telephone support to help you and coach you is awesome. I was teasing the lady and said so if I'm getting ready to eat a snickers bar I can call and you'll talk me down, she said actually she has had calls like that. I believe that have an awesome product with some great meals, the portion size is small but you get six things a day.

Energy and Life

I know the scientists are looking for the "Grand Unified Theory"

So is it going to be a math equation or something else?

Could everything be connected by energy?

What type of energy is it?

Is it atoms, molecules, or the electromagnetic fields?

Or even photons?

Lets think about us and our electromagnetic fields.

Each of us have our own electromagnetic fields and supposedly give off photons as I've heard.


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