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For those of you first seeing my web site I'd like to thank you for visiting. The scope of my creations isn't for money. Personally I hate money I live on a disability pension and of that much of it goes out to help my freinds.

The books that I have on here were created by my friends as my pc skills are very poor. I mainly created them to give my children and grand children. I've given away more signed copies than I've sold.

Some one asked me how much success I was having with my books. I said " I've had several people say my poems helped them with their lives to me that's worth more than any royality money. If you do look at my books on amazon or kindle the first book Stantasyland isn't in my control and it's priced by the company that owns the rights to it for now. As far as the other books that I have controll of I priced them as low as create space would let me. If you ever do decide to create a book I highly reccommend createspace.com.

About me my bio is on here, as far as my goal in life I'd like to see my name on the famous Bipolar list before I die. I have many views about life in my poetry some my own and some as a perspective from the eyes of another. I've written poetry for years it's my therapy for my PTSD and Bipolar condition. As far as my life and my views on life this is part of my perspectives. 

Here's a look in my mind. Well bodies age and get frail or large or small times incision attacks our faces. The heart soul and mind are the true trinity and the root of all essence either bad or good. Sorry remember I'm a poet.

I wake up to a new day every day I don't have routines that can put a person in a rut where they end up living the same day over and over. I am a kind caring generous man but my generosity has bitten me more times than I dare to say. Yet hopefully something good came out of what I did.

Being a disabled veteran the pc and my poetry is my main release. I chat with many people all over the world about my creations and life.

As far as L.O.V.E I say it's Luscious Omnipresent Vibrational Energy. I'm not religious I'm spiritual and a definition for a God that works for me is Pure Energy Supreme Consciousness. The highest resolution of energy we as humans experience is the sensation we call Love, yet love varies from person to person many can love another but not be in love with one another and in those relationships where they coexist without mutual admiration for each other their simply going through life and not living life.

About religion vs spirituality I say "a religious person will talk at you for God, a Spiritual person will talk with you about God."

When a person introduces them self they say I Am then their name. I've broken that down to I stands for the One and Am stands for existence. Each and everyone of us are a singularity in the universe never before has there been one like us and never again will there be. So we are unique a singularity and not the same.

When you believe we are the same that kind of makes of expendable. I believe if mankind can ever accept the uniqueness of self and the sameness in our differences one day it might lead to peace and tranquility. Well sorry to get off on a rant but that's a view into my goals and my mind.

PS I love to write but I don't punctuate well, I type with two fingers and I deathly hate to read now there's some irony...

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