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Something personal about me

published by Stan on Sat, 05/10/2014 - 23:11

Every night to be able to sleep and stay in the same reality as everyone else I have to take a handful of antipsychotics for my PTSD and Bipolar condition. Seriously I am so sick and tired of taking them. But I know if I don't within a few days I'll go manic and be locked up in the Veterans Hospital. I've had people say just don't take them. Well I've been down that road.

My poetry is my release it helps occupy my mind and keep the Demons at bay. My books on amazon.com are a product of years of thoughts. Personally I would of never had them created if it wasn't for the help of my artist friend David LaBount and my computer master and great friend Matthew Hales. Matthew Hales, other wise known as Mr. Hales has an awesome book also created on Amazon.com. The title is "Cofred of Hell" it is brilliant creation and for anyone that likes dark tales of Demons and such you'll love every page. Well take care for now I just took my meds, 2000mg Depakote, 1400mg of Seroquel and 10mg of ambien. By the way even with that extremely high dose of seroquel I still wake up in the night. The things that run loose in my subconscious are more powerful than medication...

Stan

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