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Dreadfulness of One's Eyes

    My mirrors of life have shattered from within,
From absorbing too many fears guided by sin.
My vision is lost and my brain thirsts with desires,

Destiny of Choices

  I decided a few years ago
all of my life's decisions,
I chose before I was incarnated.
I don't have good days or bad days
I just live the days I've chosen

Deja Vu's Curse

    Some don't believe in God some don't believe in Love,
some don't believe in powers from within or from above.


My little sister cooked my Mr. Potato Head,
in her Easy Bake Oven until he was dead.
I cried when I saw what she did to him,
she smiled and gave me an evil grin.


I have absolutely no fear of death.
I meet every new day with a fresh breath.
I've had several near death experiences and never saw a tunnel of light.

The Basics

Some of the simplest things we see,
are really as simple as A+B=C.
"A" Stands for imagination the largest thought pool,
"B" Stands for the intent that creates the rule.


With every tick of the clock,
 does new secrets it unlock?
 With every bang of a Boom,
 does it open much more room?
 With every slash of the past,

Missing Meters

I watched a woman the other day
looking at "no one" and chatting away.
It was obvious she had a schizophrenic condition.
As she sat and spoke with her unseen apparition.


There's many ways up a mountain and many ways down.
When you reach the peak where it kisses the clouds, that's the holy ground.


 Medium ship, Clairvoyance and ESP,
are all just parts of spirituality.
All minds are connected and our spirits are too,


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