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Sheltered and Free

    As I sit here in my broken computer chair,
typing this in looking at the white glare.
Word pad is where I do all my writing,
my computer knowledge isn't very exciting.


  As you occupy this human form,
you may wonder, "Will I be reborn?"
Many scriptures say this is nay,
in flesh there's only one time you play

Big ?'s

    How can I find self-fulfillment if I don't even know who I am
How will I find a world ever after if no one can agree on a plan


    Another wonderful day in the world of dreams,
    the world of screams,
    the world of blood that flows in streams.
 Is it just me
    that can see

Perspectives of Fusion

    Are we just mimicking the things we've been taught,
or can there really be new lines of thought?
They say some people are smart as a fox,


    The center of the stone is softer than the shell,
it's been shielded from the world and the energy that's fell.
The stone will always be, although it may become sand,

The Other Side

I don't want to write like Longfellow.
I don't want to write like Poe.
I just want to write some verses
about things people might know.


    From the rock of ages,
To the sands of time.
Theologists and Geologists,
Cannot find a rhyme.
Let's look in the cradles,
Not in the tombs.


    I believe there's infinite alternate realities,
as there's no beginning or end to infinity.
Infinite dimensions revolving in time,


    Every day we look at things large and small short and tall,
which of these things speak most of all.
Planets and galaxies, universes and atoms,


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