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Why do I Love and Hate life at the same time?

With the joys and torments that run through my mind.

Is this something strange or normal to see?

Phantom of the Astral

Here I sit in human form.

Am I Peace or a coming Storm?

In my mind there’s room for more to share,

yet, unfortunately humanity doesn't care.

The Power of Love

Babies will be born and they will grow.

They will have feelings yet some won’t show.

They will be taught without lessons to learn,

Quest for the Key

In the beginning, the poets and philosophers taught early man

to see.

Now, it seems religions and science tend to blind humanity.


The best answer to the questions

are the ones that warms your heart.

The best answers to your problems

are the ones that never start.

Life is never simple,

Self Realixation

My life was full of sadness. I walked my path alone.

It seemed no matter where I went, I never had a home.

I sought help and it seemed there was none to be.


Life is not so simple Life is not so sad.

Life isn’t about good, nor is it about bad.

Take your thoughts in mind, and look for what you see.


Mind readers and mind feeders of things of nay.

Visualizations misconstrued in things they say.

Clocks ticking, hands swiping away at man.

Spiritual Philosophers

Most poets are poets and some are philosophers too.

They write simple verses for me and for you.

Yet, in the verses that flow so well

Taxes of Tithing


Is there something more of me

that humanity needs to see?

Is there something tucked deep inside

that for my own protection I do hide?


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