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Existing

I've seen war I've been to Hell
With human parts that looked liked gel
and some things I could not tell
that makes me not feel very well
Until I say my last farewell
or God does ring my final bell
They'll be trapped within my mortal shell
inside my mind where the pain does swell
I scream and cry and laugh and yell
from the ward or from my cell
It's like I'm under some one's spell
and into their grips I have fell
There's no reason to rebel
this is my pain in which to dwell
That holds no way to dispel