If you need emergency assistance in the United States, call Suicide Prevention at (800) 273-8255 or the Veterans Crisis Line at (855) 238-5745. Otherwise call 911 or your local emergency number.

For my personal views dealing with suicide which I have called SE (Self Execution) please read and share my book if you believe it can help others. Download The Survivor's Guide to Self Execution right now!

This is a specially formatted version of the Survivor's Guide for PDF readers so you can read it on almost any device. Check your app store for a free PDF reader.

It is also available in paperback at Amazon.com. Buy one for a friend (especially one without a computer or cell phone!).

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New items

Remember that bedtime prayer now I lay me down to sleep? I always hated the "If I die before I wake" I'd spend hours before I slept worrying about how I could die. Any way I have up graded it and put it and a few other designs on my cafe press account. Give them a look I'll be adding more items as time goes on. Here's the link https://www.cafepress.com/cleanfun I personally love the Teddy bear...

The funny side of my mind

Here's some designs I made on Cafepress dealing with the Mandela effect and miss remembering or confabulation as it's now being called. Click here for a few laughs. https://www.cafepress.com/stantasyland

Yes I Put What People Are Telling Me is The Best Book I've ever Written Out For Free!

"Change a mindset change a life."

It really is that simple...


How Long is a Flash?

How Long is a Flash?
How many of us have heard it said “Before you die your entire life flashes before your eyes?”
If this is true that quick act of SE Self Execution will seem forever. How much pain will you feel in the course of a total life review? Kind of puts a different view on a quick and painless death doesn’t it?
If in fact it does pass before your mind what was the purpose?
Was it to show you that you’re better off dead? Or to show you what you’ve had and will no longer have?

Help Stop Some of the pain!


Yes as some of you might have seen I am trying to upgrade the word suicide to SE Self Execution which is basically what it is. It might not sound nice or politically correct but should killing yourself sound good?

I have a recent video I made today on the topic and by the way if you are expecting movie class videos that's not me just trying to share my thoughts in a simple manner.

This is a poem I wrote for my thoughts I am not a doctor and I didn't get my experiences with people taking their lives from a book.

Change a mindset change the world

The real truth
"Suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem."
Suicide isn't any type of "Answer."
Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
Once again Suicide isn't any type of "Solution."
Killing yourself is "SE Self Execution"
and the act will always be greater than the cause.
Stanley Victor Paskavich Stantasyland

Been Taking a break listening to a lot of You Tubes..

Really Love this song by Johhny Cash...

Here's an explanation of the intent of the content. For his song "When the Man Comes Around."

And I heard, as it were, the noise of thunder: One of the four beasts saying: “Come and see.” And I saw. And behold, a white horse.

This is a quote from Revelation 6:1-2. It references John’s vision of the four horsemen of the Apocalypse, who bring disaster at the end of the world.

Moving On

The last few days I have been posting things that aren't a pleasant topic and I have way more personal experience that I would like to. Here's a happier note...

SE Self Execution Education

Changing terms isn’t always well received especially in sensitive areas like “Suicide”

SE Self Execution sounds like a terrible thing to do to yourself I know.

Many will believe I don’t have either sympathy or empathy for all the causalities.

Also some will think you don’t know my personal attachment with the loved ones I’ve lost.

About my new poems

I have been on the net for over 20 years hoping to promote something positive in the world. Those first three poems on my list are written not as to start a battle between people saying whether my concepts are right or wrong.

They are to instil thoughts in which might lead some one to living a long and fruitful life.

Take care and be well all.

Now it's time I took a long awaited vacation from my internet usage and started enjoying what life I also have left myself...

Stanley Victor Paskavich stantasyland.com


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